![]() I know it isn’t a reason but we faught and I was angry and drunk. He was crying and your heart broke again so you stepped away and looked away. He froze but from his facial expression you could see that you broke the last hope he was holding on to. He kind of stopped breathing, he didn’t blink, he didn’t talk. Put a grave stone in your yard and talk to it when you need to pitty yourself because I am dead because of you Sam Winchester.“ You just crashed your hand through my chest and ripped my heart out like it meant nothing. You were drunk? We are always a little drunk. This time it was you and you have no excuse. Maybe it was also you the first and the second time but that doesn’t matter anymore. It was the guy I fell in love and he cheated on me. He is not in charge.” But now? What is your excuse Sunnyboy? What in the damn world happened to you this time that would let me sleep at night in your arms even if you slept with another damn girl? Nothing. He isn’t in charge right now.’ When you were on Demon blood I said 'Alright. ![]() When you were soulless I said ‘alright that’s not my Sammy. You didn’t kill that poor guy but you sure as hell killed me and the only responsible person for that is you and only you. “You know…you always blamed yourself for Kevins death and said that it was your mistake. I want you to know that it meant nothing to me it was a terrible huge mistake I’ll regret forver.” I know I made a mistake and I am sorry and I know that I can’t take back anything and I don’t want you to forgive me now. Me.”, you yelled and freed yourself and stepped back. ![]() You took that away from me.”, you said and wanted to get out of there when he stopped you by grabbing your wrist. But she was under lockdown and visiting ours were over. “You are home.”, Sam said looking into your eyes searching for the person he loved. ![]() You could see that just this one word hurt him more than the most things you could say now. “Where are you going?”, you could hear the slight panic in his voice but you didn’t care. You were crossing the room with the big map-table when he crossed your way. You zipped the bag and threw it over your shoulder while grabbing your keys. Your first rage was gone and left a whole where was supposed to be your heart. Actually you were throwing stuff in the duffle bag without looking any closer. “I’m dead because of you Sam Winchester.” ![]()
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